........=D

is it really that hard i asked myself:) when time passes through i realize that its really that complicated and hard to move on. i feel much fear and confused by just looking at u.. and as u the other one, i feel so sorry for u cuz its just like im using to juz forget abt the past, unfortunately it does not really helped much. whenever we're together in my mind im thinking bout something ELSE! and now i juz realize that how much i really loved u last time, juz imagine if u changed back then, my life will be so much happier and better.

for now, i told myself that i've got to be strong and juz faced through any consequences that is blocking my way all this time! at that moment she said silently and whispered to my ear " hey there, dont u ever think that he still miss u?" i kept quiet and walked off with a cold shadow:)

JAPAN tsunami attack!

let us juz pray for japan! and hope that it wont hits malaysia;)

god bless us:)

The GirL ;)

HEY!:) well, my birthday just passed for 4 days dy. u can say that is not my most satisfied birthday i ever had in these years but still at least my friends are always be there for me :) that is the most important thing in friendship can be and i really appreciate that =D

once there is a girl told me that she will never forget the day she came home and found out that she really dun understand whats love really is.. she told herself that she will nv in love so deeply again and that is the day she lost trust alot of things that she can ever imgined! Ambiguity makes people feel wronged they can't find evidence of love, the right time to get closer, the right time to give up.. Can't even bring up the courage to hug one another, Should she cry? Is it her or the one who thinks too much? she's really not convinced and she start to suspect of Is the person in front of her really the same one? Love could make a person greedy til it loses the meaning and become meaningless, so just let the beauty of regret stop rite here :)

Marry-go-round with the dudes and the dudats at PJ:)

today i woke up early in the morning at 7:30AM went to collect books at school, luckily I'm lucky enough to get the 3rd last set.. but unfortunately CHONG MEI YAN wasn't HAHA she wake up early in the morning for NOTHING! xD then we went sunway together with the 2 dudes'! anyway we sat many diff kind of public transports today like bus, taxi and LRT! going round and round like marry go round and whose idea is this the smart ass win kent LOL but on the way arriving to our destination we laugh like no body business in every tranport we sat== LOL then we end up in tropicana city mall just to send kok ian to work!

after that i went back home and u guys know what? when i was bathing half way in the toilet. a freaking big cockroach is inside my toilet, make me scream like hell== i ran out of the toilet and my mum came in! k this is the funniest part.. she came in and saw the cockroach and shouted for my dad to come in HAHAHA i seriously didn't know that my mum actually was scared of it too, so this is to show that i'm normal to scared of cockroach in my family :)HAHAHAHHA. and now I'm ending up sitting in front of the laptop and writing this blog for u

guys :)

BYEEEEEEEEEEE :) wink wink*

Pray =D

Ohh Ohh Ohh .. and I pray

I just cant sleep tonight.

Knowing that things aint right.

Its in the papers, its on the tv, its everywhere that I go.

Children are crying.

Soldiers are dying

Some people don't have a home

But I know there's sunshine behind that rain

I know there's good times behind that pain, hey

Can you tell me how I can make a change

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight.

And when I sit up, cause my dinner is still on my plate.

Ooo I got a vision, to make a difference.

And its starting today.

Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain

I know there's good times behind that pain, hey

Haven`t tell me how I can make a change

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

For the broken-hearted.

I pray for the life not started

I pray for all the ones not breathing.

I pray for all the souls in need.

I pray. Can you give em one today.

I just cant sleep tonight

Can someone tell how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and I pray

I pray ..

I close my eyes and pray ..

lets pray for a better world :)

ps: i love his song but i dislike him LOL winks*

THE americano :)

wat a another boring day again! went jogging this evening and saw a super hot american guy.woots* but too bad he's married LOL and then my bro stare at me and said " eh jie wat u staring?" and i told him i stare at u la follow me out so kacau for wat but actually i was staring at that guy.. HAHA i can tell u tat he is hotter than JB! I JUZ LOVE MY PLACE :)

girl or guy? ( no offence) he looks like a girl to me :)

LOVE

Lishcen:)

would you just listen?

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,

I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,

How you felt around me? The memories we shared,

And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,

But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,

That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,

But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,

I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,

Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,

And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,

A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,

You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,

Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,

After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,

You and I had something special and that will never change,

Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,

I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,

That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,

And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

LOVE

Lishcen :)